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bitter sweet love on fubar: have to choose between pain and true love : Wow, This is something I never thought I would have to do?? my life finally started to get better and my hear is finally filled with so mu...

Oh wow did I cut loose, from a small town girl hits big city taylor michigan not far from detroit but it was the only friend my om could trust to not say where we were and he (my stepdad ) didnt know her ( my mom's friend ) so there was a arcade right down the street from where we were staying until my mom found a job and we got our own place, well I met all kinds of kids around my age and I was hanging around a group of kids going to the arcade every weekend and there was one guy that would not quit asking me out and I kept saying noooo well this went on for about a year then I caved and we started dating and by the time I turned 15 one night it went to far and yep I was pregnant omg my mom flipped out but it was what it was she said so we started planning for the baby and at 15 I guess  I was ore grown up then most my age so I thought I was ready I guess at that age we know it all but we don't!!! So she let him move in which blew my mind but I was happy and excited and scar...

This is from the start to Finnish. My mother and Father were told they could never have children there was something wrong with my mom but my parents firmly believed in the Lord and the power of prayer , so for six years they payed and prayed and then they got the great news they were pregnant they told me that was the happiest day of there life and the saddest my mother had told my daddy she wanted a divorce (sad) the toll of trying to have a baby drained there marriage, so they got divorced when i was six weeks old but I never felt cheated they both got re-married and I spent time with both of them, I had the best mom and dad a person could have. Over the years we lived in middletown ohio and I have half brothers and sisters which I spent alot of time with my little sister Kelly Hall we are three years apart in our age, and I was so happy so full of life and such a happy kid even though my mother was married to a real prick sorry but he was so mean but always so good to her and h...

Need some help on getting my story out, ever since I was 23 I lost my mother to the world of the missing here is the link> http://www.amw.com/missing_persons/brief.cfm?id=40811 < and have went threw 46 surgeries and I have handled all that plus 3 rapes but two years ago my world come falling down, my husband died in my arms at the age of 36 , he came back from getting my pills at the pharmacy and told me baby call a ambulance I am dying and of course I knew something was wrong but for sure he wasn't gonna die well as soon as the ambulance got there he died that moment , he stayed with me until they got there and I told myself shit I can't take this pain no more but once again I was hanging in there getting a little better each day as so I thought and his mom and his sister asked me to stay cuz we were taking care of Tonya's children 3 and 6 while she was in the national guard and they wanted me to stay for the boys so they wouldn't lose a aunt too, we...

bitter sweet love on fubar: Way to much death & heartbreak for one person : Deb's r/l luvs & marriages on fubar.com    ( edit  |  delete ) http://fubar.com/true-love-on-fubar/b258916-1153328 This is a real life...

bitter sweet love on fubar: have to choose between pain and true love : Wow, This is something I never thought I would have to do?? my life finally started to get better and my hear is finally filled with so mu...

So were were we back at the motel, after all the thinking I did about how damn close me and my late husband were, we done everything together where you seen one of us you seen the other and I knew in my heart I couldn't get that lucky again and to now have the whole damn family be gone was just not fair to me I guess I wanted to go too, so over the following week the plans were being made for me to fly to Washington with my dog Shaylynn to my friends house Bill Green, he opened his home to my dog and I, he had just lost his wife a couple of months before I lost my husband so he knew what I was going threw and that's why we connected on the internet on tagged, I had wrote a blog on saying in need of a friend that knows loss, there was alot of people that responded but his was true and trusting so we became real close friends, and I can never pay that man back for what he did for us and whats a shame is he is now homeless they foreclosed on his house after his wife died and no on...

So we were all trying to heal from the loss of my late husband and Mom's son and Tanya's brother and of course the boys uncle, as the holidays came and went just like any other day nothing special I was setting in my room one day and our nephew the six year old came into my room and said don't be sad aunt Deb I will be your husband since uncle Mickey is in heaven and that touched my heart like nothing else could and I knew right then and there I could not sit and hide in our room no more that them kids needed me because there mom tonya was in the national guard and she worked everyday and so did the grandma so I was all they had, so everyday it was getting a little easier throwing myself into taking care of them precious kids and things were going a little better for all of us until!!!! the unthinkable happened!!! I was on the phone with a friend I met on the internet and was on my way to sleep and I heard my sister in law SCREAM FIRE!! she came in my back room and said g...

As I write these blogs I am sure I am gonna go back and forth in time from things I forget to put in, My mind is so messed up still and trying to find my way in this world when i thought my life was all set the way is was gonna play out, but to my surprise life had a whole other plan for me and deep down yes I am mad at God, don't get me wrong I love God I am just very confused, one day I was happy and it was just a normal day and I sent me late husband to the pharmacy before we were leaving for the lake, he came back about a half hour later and he set on the bed and I looked over at him and said are you ok? He said no sweetie It's really hot in here and it was cold outside so he took his shirt off and said Deb look at me we have to talk and there isn't much time, I said ok go ahead and I never thought them words would come out of his mouth, he said I am gonna die and I said WHAT!! and I said of course your not gonna die and why would you say that, he said believe me i am d...

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My Story-- by Debbie Hall  View Larger Ruth Hoffman claimed she was raped on June 30, 1986. Her daughter, Debbie, reported her mother missing the same day. On July 29, 1986, Mom had an appointment for a job interview [at a bar] in River Rouge, Michigan. Despite the fact that she was beautiful and a gifted musician and singer it was not easy for Mom to find work. In 1983, she had been diagnosed with a chemical imbalance in the brain and placed on medication to control schizophrenia. As long as she took her medication and lived a structured life, she did quite well, but potential employers didn't always understand that. So she was very excited about this promising new job interview that day. At 11 p.m. when she wasn't home yet, I called the bar to see if she was still there. They said she had left an hour ago. When it got to be 2 a.m. and she still wasn't home, I started calling hospitals and the local police station. I stayed up all night paci...

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Deb's r/l luvs & marriages on fubar.com    ( edit  |  delete ) http://fubar.com/true-love-on-fubar/b258916-1153328 This is a real life story (mine) I have finally decided to write the book they been wanting me too with the big help from my publisher, I'm not a writer so this will be the short version but you will get the picture. I grew up on a farm and loved life to the fullest i started young having my own family i was a mother at 16 married at 18 life was great until one day when i was 23 my mother my best friend came up missing my world come crashing down and life as i knew it would never be the same, so i went on a personal mission to find my mom got her on Americas most wanted well her story all the way to her pics on the side of nascars (Ruth Hoffman)full story on amw.  This is a real life story (mine) I have finally decided to write the book they been wanting me too with the big help from my publisher, I'm not a writer so this will ...