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This is a real life story (mine) I have finally decided to write the book they been wanting me too with the big help from my publisher, I'm not a writer so this will be the short verzion but you will get the picture. I grew up on a farm and loved life to the fullest i started young having my own family i was a mother at 16 married at 18 life was great until one day when i was 23 my mother my best friend came up missing my world come crashing down and life as i knew it would never be the same, so i went on a personal mission to find my mom got her on americas most wanted well her story all the way to her pics on the side of nascars (Ruth Hoffman)full story on amw. Link to her Video... https://nbc24.com/news/local/jane-doe-cold-case-identity-found?id=948436  .... My Mother became the Poster Child of Endangered Missing Adults...  http://mothersarevanishing.blogspot.com/2008/06/ruth-sharon-hoffman.html  .... called sr dark knight aka Mickey Molitor and we were friends for

Time to take charge of my life & hold on 2 the most beautiful gift I have ever been given, my dear husband, time to make things right and be the person I know I can be, I can't let life bring me down and i certainly will not let it bring my hero down ( my hubby) I know I wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for this beautiful man and it's time I showed him just what he means to me and I refuse to let anyone come between our marriage, I have always ran when things got really bad but I been looking at this whole situation threw someone else s glasses, this time my feet are planted and the only place I am running in right into his arms, he has had so much patience thru out this nightmare and most of you that know me know my story and what happened just two years ago but my husband has shown me I can pull myself out of this rutt and make a beautiful life for us, so today is the first day of my new life with my biggest supporter and best friend my husband, he ma

So this bring us to after the beating, well the ambulance took about a half hour this was Detroit mich so they were very busy, so they rushed me to like a clinic place because all the emergency rooms were packed it was the weekend but they were always packed at night, as I set there all full of blood everywhere my head was busted in 3 differen't places by the men and one place from the brick that my husband at the time tossed at the window to scare them and thank God cuz it did, that's probally what saved my life I have no doubt on that one, cuz when he was beating me I kept seeing all the blood on the ceiling and I said to him your gonna kill me and he kept beating, but that started my journey of hospitals and tests omg very painful tests and over 300 spinal taps to relieve the pressure off of my head, then they knew it was time to start putting shunts in and I said what are shunts, well they are tubes to drain the fluid, so every few months the head pain would come right bac